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                                  I always wonder how people write a lot in blogs, Facebook and Twitter. Whenever I try to write/type something I get stuck within a few words of it. I believe, writing is for people filled with a lot of emotions and clear thoughts about life. I am a person with little emotions about anything in life and with an ever confused mind. I have never been too much happy or sad over anything. Maybe that's the reason I couldn't write though I badly wanted to. They say, the extreme qualities of a person will be put to an end at some point of time. Namely jealousy, vendetta, laziness, etc. My quality which I have always wanted to overcome - my lack of emotions, came to an end last year when my father passed away suddenly, unexpectedly. I had a burst of emotions which I have never felt in my life at any earlier stage.Though I had too much of emotions, I never shared it with anyone. I have never got the guts to express myself to people, especially my sorro

Just when you think things can't get worse this year, here comes a news of the suicide of a young actor. Sushant Singh Rajput. Any death news is disturbing to me, particularly this one being a suicide due to depression. This is especially a challenging time the entire world is facing and we are all at the risk of losing our minds. I have had quite a few experiences with this that showed some dark places of this world. I am writing this to share my experience and give hope to anyone going through similar things that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Always. There is always Hope.   As a child, me like everyone else never knew the real meaning to the word 'depression'. We all thought depression is just being sad when you failed an exam or dint get the cycle you always wished for. I had a wonderful childhood, never had any complaints. I was not very a expressive kid especially in the area of pain/sadness. I would just let go whenever I got physically hurt or got low mark